It has been wonderful to be able to express my feelings through this blog, it has been cathartic, and the response that I have gotten from friends, known and unknown has been amazing.

Luckily, things have worked out and I grateful, relieved and happy and for the first time in a very very long time, I slept through the night last night..

I am surrounded by amazing people.

At work, I have this unbelievably dedicated and hardworking staff, they awe me constantly with their ideas and energy.  They support me when I am low, fueling me with their positivity.

Sitting here, in my pomodoro (http://www.pomodorotechnique.com/) set aside for my blog, looking around at the concentration, the activity.  I am filled with pride to know that should we have to face tough times, we will do so together, supporting each other, with the best interests of each individual and the company as a whole at heart.

In my private life as well, the support I have received during these tough weeks from my friends and family who make clear their love for me, has been overwhelming.

On Twitter (http://twitter.com/jessicarbh) and Facebook as well, new friends have voiced their concern and support, giving me courage and humor to meet those hard days.

How lucky am I to be surrounded by these people!!

And now to get on with the job of living..

I guess the stress of my life is catching up with me, my famed ostrich approach is failing (I don’t see it, it doesn’t see me – therefor it does not exist) and I am at a loss for what to do.

What has really really saved me today was to be able to reach out through our wonderful networking sites like Twitter and Facebook and get feedback, get “love” .

I am grateful that you care, that you take the time to respond to my cries for help on such a day as today.

Thank you guys and gals for keeping me sane (well as sane as I ever am)…  I hope that I will be there for you when you need it too.