Trying to do the Norgie thing and feign indifference
So as I am sure you have noticed, if you are reading my blog which obviously you are (LOL)– I am pretty much of a wear my heart on my sleeve kinda gal. I believe in being honest and I do not play games. But I have noticed that a certain amount of disinterest seems to perk a guy up, I ignore him – he gets in touch – I respond – he ignores me. And while I tear my hair out by the roots wondering why he is ignoring me, what is wrong with me, begging the Gods to tell me why, why, WHY? I figure he simply forgot that I exist.
Every message he sends, touch or kiss is a rush of adrenaline and every silence is equally devastating.
I have been thinking that what I should do is take the “Norgie” approach and feign indifference, responding eventually to the initiated contact in an aloof manner, being more reserved and mysterious. Now, this type of behavior, between you, me and the molding tomato in my fridge is not exactly in character. I am after all the Queen of impatience, wanting what I want now or preferably last week, pretending and playing games is frankly beneath me and no I am not going to write what you think I am – you know – “He should be beneath me, right now” – I refuse to say it, I will not go down the route of flagrant innuendo! Not to say that he shouldn’t … I digress.
So I will try, I will, really, I’ll start right now. Alright, here I go, am now with furrowed brow and deep concentration actively ignoring, making a compartment in my brain labeled “what was your name again”.
Tick – Tock, how long am I supposed to do this anyway?
